Nothing in life is free, love isn't easy, and there is no Tooth Fairy

i have much to say and no words to say it.

i wish that i could do this a-la-Matrix sometimes- and just 'plug' in.

i am learning Logic in my math class and for the first time in my life, (shhh, its a secret) i am actually sorta enjoying it!

i have heartburn- it seems to stem from hunger- bodily functions and bodily needs should be optional or less time consuming and certainly less demanding. 

i managed to reproduce two identical images of me- one male and one female- except they are already both on their way to being smarter than me, braver than me, and some day stronger than me. they are amazing, beautiful blessings.

these two beautiful blessings have already made it possible that the rest of the universe will never see my true hair color again; for if it is true that stress causes gray hairs- baby, i be covered.

i wish that cartoons were the same as when i was a kid, in the good ol days.

that last statement just made me sound old.

i am older than you.

i still like cartoons, candy, (i'm eating a Twinkie right now), coloring books, and playing at the park.

all of this blab is not what i intended to write about. please see the first statement.

there is an owl in every room of the house.

i've wanted to save the world since i was 12.

i'm still trying.

i am almost certain that i lived a life in the 1940's.

i wish i were as brilliant as Sherlock Holmes.

i am still looking for my talents.

if i had to chose what type of monster i'd be, i'd chose something that morphs. less boring, i'd think.

probably not a vampire- that certainly does not seem sanitary... blood transmitted diseases? no thanks.

i am addicted to Virtual Families on my iPhone. i am trying to get the achievement for having had 6 children- but my 'parents' are now in their late 50's and it hardly seems fair to make them start all over again. (although i keep trying)

i'd wish it'd rain like the weather said it would- i think i could write something worth reading.

i'll never have another house without a fireplace again.

i have been afraid of death, spiders and zombies until i forced myself (or quite frankly WAS forced) to face them and overcome them. i'll let you figure you which was the hardest.

if i was a Care Bear- i'd want to be Multi-Personality Bear. i wouldn't want to be Grumpy all the time, and I couldn't stand to be Cheerful Bear when things just aren't.

i have been following some new writers- and they are intriguing, obviously well written, and funny.

i write for you.

a little for me.

i am going to bed. well. attempting.

there are somethings in life that are free, but often they come with a price.

i would love a road trip.

somewhere sunny and warm.

preferably beachy.

there are no beaches close to Kansas.

love isn't easy- it's easy to fall into- but not always easy to hold onto.

there is no Tooth Fairy- Santa told me so.

i wish for you sunshine in the little things today.

where did the spellcheck feature go?

oh yeah- write, call, email, text, visit, send flowers, smoke signals-- whatever to that loved one, friend, or family member that you have strain with... life will surprise you, shake you, and often leave you without opportunity if you do not pounce each and every day. not judging... just sayin'.

"What seems to us as bitter trials are often blessings in disguise”

--Oscar Wilde