Boggle, In a Pickle, Scrabble my mind
uncertainty at its finest. do not know, cannot speculate. should not assume. life changing potential. may not be, may be. waiting... waiting... waiting... twelve days. i wish i could turn off my brain. thought that i was unaffected. a tiny voice in the back of my mind tries to speak louder... i shush it, shoosh little voice; what do you know? i wait - a person who does not know me, who does not know how i have felt, what i have been through; will discover an unknown terror or a simple explanation-- and they will not be loyal to me, they will not hug me in response to my tears; tears of sadness or tears of joy-- they will not call me or send me a card to say sunny days, they will have no attachment other than another... so wait i will, and God willing, i will turn off my mind if for only a few hours at a time... and either way, i will be ok.