They Call Me Mellow Yellow...


... no blog tonight. I am sorry. Do not huff and puff- you can not blow my place in- I am too tired. I sleep now.
You are the only one who reads this. Yeah, YOU! Thank you, though, for caring enough to look. Perhaps you will not be disappointed Friday morning.
Until then, good night you, good night moon.

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