Snow birds

"Live in the sunshine, swim the sea, drink the wild air…" --Ralph Waldo Emerson

"Our chief want in life is somebody who shall make us do what we can." --Ralph Waldo Emerson

"He who is in love is wise and is becoming wiser, sees newly every time he looks at the object beloved, drawing from it with his eyes and his mind those virtues which it possesses." --Ralph Waldo Emerson, Address on The Method of Nature, 1841

Monk was right. Emerson is great. These are my 'thoughts' that I cannot seem to put together.Words escape me tonight but I feel like having my fingers to keys or pen to paper... I miss him so much. Not just missing someone to help with dishes, or stand by and listen to my complaints and cheers of the day, or someone to handle the biz so I don't have to... its something like nothing else... I miss his smile, his touch, his laughter, his voice, the way he holds my hand, opens the door for me, pulls out my seat, lets me pick the movie, looks into my eyes, holds me close, the way he smells, the way he loves me...I miss it all so much.

That is all I can give tonight.

He is amazing, fantastic, beautiful, intelligent, brave, and I am proud to say the best husband and friend anyone could ask for.

Ily MDW, mi or ".

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