Bereavement Sojourning Solar Cycle
There are...no words. Not really of course. There are lots of words. Just none formed into a sentence that best describe 2023. Heartsickness. Despair. Despondent. Exhaustion. Frustration. Debilitating.
Iced Vanilla Coffee with Extra Splash of Heavy Cream served with side of anxiety
Its been a long time, my old friend. So long, I am not certain that I still have the capacity to pen the way I once did. Story-like and somewhat jovial in our struggles and still quite hopeful for the future to be different from the melodramatic somewhat overwhelming hell we have experienced over and over; year after year. But since that time (i know you should not start with 'but' but I'm gonna anyway); I think I have changed a lot from who I was once or who I once was. I have felt this fluctuation, deformation, rectification coming for some time and it seems there was no way to prevent its inception. I was told, or more aptly put; warned that this would happen and the transformation of what I knew my life to be was inevitable. It is impossible not to expect as much. I went from a mindset of carrying an imagined world upon my worried shoulders; to actually carrying the responsibility of doing right by an entire community, as well as one of the largest institutions i...
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